Tomorrow's the big day!... 1st drs appt.  Now emotions are running wild, where concern and fear now have taken over all excitement I've had.  I've always been one to think the worst... about everything. I guess my brain trys to keep me from getting hurt by expecting the worst that way, it wont be so tramatic if something IS wrong and anything better feels wonderful.  I know, stupid concept, but as much as I try to get over it, the feeling doesn't get any better. I hope and pray that the only thing we hear tomorrow is a little heart beat and not the sound of...well, nothing...

Okay... I'm really getting nervous about something possibility being wrong today... Just keep thinking " God is in control, God is in control"

T- 1 week and counting until our 1st appointment...

I'm so excited, nervous, scared, anxious....
EVERY FEELING POSSIBLE

 I just want this week to hurry by. 

Happy Friday

After a horrible day yesterday, today I'm feeling much much better... Not really even feeling nauseous today! Yay for the good days. 
Tomorrow Starts 7 weeks. Getting more and more excited, nervous, anxious with every new day. Com'on the 29th.. com'on 1st appointment.

Beef stew for lunch today... I've never liked it much however it was the only thing that sounded good???

So Far...

June 3rd, 2010
SURPRISE...Two Lines... on three tests...wow

Not sure what to think yet, soooo many emotions clashing together.


I keep thinking that once we go to the Dr they're just gonna laugh and say 'Just Kidding!'  Crazy thought.


June 11, 2010
two words... MORNING SICKNESS.  I could definitely do with out this part. blah


June 15, 2010
Food Cravings
I'm wanting things I've never liked before and hungry constantly...hungry constantly while being sick constantly.. bad moods, tired all the time, could cry at the drop of a hat, morning sickness...ALL FREAKING DAY LONG! and feeling like I haven't eaten in years (even if I just get done eating)   what is happening to me????