Tomorrow's the big day!... 1st drs appt.  Now emotions are running wild, where concern and fear now have taken over all excitement I've had.  I've always been one to think the worst... about everything. I guess my brain trys to keep me from getting hurt by expecting the worst that way, it wont be so tramatic if something IS wrong and anything better feels wonderful.  I know, stupid concept, but as much as I try to get over it, the feeling doesn't get any better. I hope and pray that the only thing we hear tomorrow is a little heart beat and not the sound of...well, nothing...